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Well I usually give out gifts rather than receive them, but I'm trying to save up some points to get a commission from one of the more famous bleach OC artists here on DA, like Rtenzo. I figure if I can get a commission from him I can draw lots of attention to my fanfiction

If you have a few extra points lying around and are willing to donate, I'll be very grateful. I'll also do a request for anyone who does donate, though that isn't the greatest incentive.

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Hey, I just want to apologize to all of the people I RP with, but my replies are gonna continue being slow for a while

I'm going through some stuff in RL, I've been failing in a lot of aspects of my life for a long time now, and everyone has always had extremely high expectations of me and I'm under a lot of pressure to excel. My family is in a tough financial situation and I can't find a job to try and help out, my poor performance in college just cost me the majority of my scholarships, making the financial situation worse, and there are other things too. I can't really do it all justice in a journal like this.

As a result of all of this, I've gotten rather depressed lately, and I honestly just haven't been up to roleplaying as much as normal. 18 years of having so much expected of me built up the pressure, and then once I started failing I just cracked.

I've started a new medication for my ADD which should help me get my life back together if it works, which should also get rid of my depression, but it's going to take some time for me to get back to being myself again

I WILL still respond to RPs now and then, just not as frequently as I normally do

Let me make that clear once more I AM NOT DROPPING ANY RPs, I honestly love RPing with you all and don't want it to end. It's one of the few things that brightened my days lately. But I really need to focus on my life right now, so please be patient with me. I'll do my best to respond as much as I can.

As for those of you who watch me for my fanfiction (few though you may be). I actually have another chapter written and will upload it eventually, but I'm dissatisfied with how it turned out, It's not bad exactly, but to me it feels forced. If I don't think of a better way to do it soon I'll just upload it and move on, but as you might guess, with the whole depression thing a chapter following that one may take a while

I hope to be back to my cheerful self soon, but until then, this is where I stand
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Nightcore

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Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
I have NO talent for drawing, but i DO have a talent for writing, so I can offer writing deviations in Art Trades with anyone who wants

things I know enough about to do include, but are not limited too
poetry (to an extent, i know some basic forms and I know Shakespearean sonnets, that's about it, and depending on if i have inspiration the quality varies)
Bleach stuff
Naruto stuff
Kingdom Hearts stuff
Fullmetal Alchemist stuff (been a while since i've watched the series, but i've watched both)
Oh My Goddess stuff (I doubt anyone has even heard of this... but i've watched the anime and read all the manga they have at the library, which is about books 1-28)
Air Gear (I've only seen anime)
Final Fantasy (have played 7, all sequels/prequels of 7, 10, 10-2, a quarter of 12, and tactics)
Avatar the last airbender/Legend of Korra
Fairy Tail

For all categories the quality of what you get will be greater or worse based on how much info you give me to work with. For example if you ask for a sonnet and leave the rest to me that means i have to come up with the topic, what to be said, and how to word it all by myself, if you give me a topic that I know about then it makes things way easier and I can focus on the actual writing. Or if you want a Bleach OC fight but only give me one OC then I have to create his opponent, which I CAN do, but I can't spit out OCs like i'm some sort of machine.

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MichiruYami Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hey~ heard you needed an artist for a manga?
Saw your ad here:
((Um...I'm not normally the pestering type,
but whenever you can, could we continue roleplay?
cmd1095 Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
sorry was a tad busy with life stuff, I'll get a response out now
Lighting-it-up Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014
((I figured :)))
ThePhoenixStories Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014
Thanks for the fave! What was it that you liked most about the story?
Fainalotea Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
So you're into Bleach, huh?
That is so cool X3
cmd1095 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
yup :) got a whole original storyline fanfic and stuff
Fainalotea Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh wow, cool!
I use to have a Bleach OC XD But I have not played her in years.
cmd1095 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I make Bleach OCs like trees make oxygen XD I'll eventually have developed OCs for all the seated officers in all the squads and then some, you can check it all out if ya like
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Mxprieto Featured By Owner May 7, 2014  Student General Artist
thanks for the fav :)
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