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Hey, I just want to apologize to all of the people I RP with, but my replies are gonna continue being slow for a while
I'm going through some stuff in RL, I've been failing in a lot of aspects of my life for a long time now, and everyone has always had extremely high expectations of me and I'm under a lot of pressure to excel. My family is in a tough financial situation and I can't find a job to try and help out, my poor performance in college just cost me the majority of my scholarships, making the financial situation worse, and there are other things too. I can't really do it all justice in a journal like this.
As a result of all of this, I've gotten rather depressed lately, and I honestly just haven't been up to roleplaying as much as normal. 18 years of having so much expected of me built up the pressure, and then once I started failing I just cracked.
I've started a new medication for my ADD which should help me get my life back together if it works, which should also get rid of my depression, but it's going to take some time for me to get back to being myself again
I WILL still respond to RPs now and then, just not as frequently as I normally do
Let me make that clear once more I AM NOT DROPPING ANY RPs, I honestly love RPing with you all and don't want it to end. It's one of the few things that brightened my days lately. But I really need to focus on my life right now, so please be patient with me. I'll do my best to respond as much as I can.
As for those of you who watch me for my fanfiction (few though you may be). I actually have another chapter written and will upload it eventually, but I'm dissatisfied with how it turned out, It's not bad exactly, but to me it feels forced. If I don't think of a better way to do it soon I'll just upload it and move on, but as you might guess, with the whole depression thing a chapter following that one may take a while
I hope to be back to my cheerful self soon, but until then, this is where I stand
I'm going through some stuff in RL, I've been failing in a lot of aspects of my life for a long time now, and everyone has always had extremely high expectations of me and I'm under a lot of pressure to excel. My family is in a tough financial situation and I can't find a job to try and help out, my poor performance in college just cost me the majority of my scholarships, making the financial situation worse, and there are other things too. I can't really do it all justice in a journal like this.
As a result of all of this, I've gotten rather depressed lately, and I honestly just haven't been up to roleplaying as much as normal. 18 years of having so much expected of me built up the pressure, and then once I started failing I just cracked.
I've started a new medication for my ADD which should help me get my life back together if it works, which should also get rid of my depression, but it's going to take some time for me to get back to being myself again
I WILL still respond to RPs now and then, just not as frequently as I normally do
Let me make that clear once more I AM NOT DROPPING ANY RPs, I honestly love RPing with you all and don't want it to end. It's one of the few things that brightened my days lately. But I really need to focus on my life right now, so please be patient with me. I'll do my best to respond as much as I can.
As for those of you who watch me for my fanfiction (few though you may be). I actually have another chapter written and will upload it eventually, but I'm dissatisfied with how it turned out, It's not bad exactly, but to me it feels forced. If I don't think of a better way to do it soon I'll just upload it and move on, but as you might guess, with the whole depression thing a chapter following that one may take a while
I hope to be back to my cheerful self soon, but until then, this is where I stand
Writing commissions
Reposting this since new journals pushed it out of sight and idk how to pin it... and frankly I kinda need the money.
I've been writing a lot lately, and I recently learned that there was a market for writing commissions. I've done some writing for art trades in the past, but only rarely, and I never really considered offering my writing services for money. Now that I know there's actually some demand for this sort of thing though, I think it'll be fun to do, and if I can make money through commissions then I can purchase commissions myself... or just supplement my income and try to salvage my financial situation...
So let's give it a go, I
Attention RPers,
So to any of my watchers who like to RP, I've got something to share with you all. For one thing, the site this is on is a good RP site I've used for years, even longer than I've been on DA if I recall, or at the very least close to as long. So even if this specific RP doesn't suit your fancy, there's others there you can check out. There's forums there with entire RP settings to make characters and RP threads in, run my mods to keep things fair and fun for all, plenty of people to interact with, even a discord server to chat in, which I'll provide to anyone interested.
So a while back I started up my own RP forum on the site, with an entire
Check out these open requests!
~pastelaine-art (https://www.deviantart.com/pastelaine-art) has opened up requests for chibi or half-body drawings of characters (both canon and OC) for her watchers, I just got introduced to her myself but her art is really nice and I'm planning on entrusting one of my OCs to her and hoping she takes the request.
To get a request from her you need to be a watcher, have reference photos for her to use, and provide some information, and she won't take everyone's requests so don't be greedy and make too many.
Writing Commissions
I've been writing a lot lately, and I recently learned that there was a market for writing commissions. I've done some writing for art trades in the past, but only rarely, and I never really considered offering my writing services for money. Now that I know there's actually some demand for this sort of thing though, I think it'll be fun to do, and if I can make money through commissions then I can purchase commissions myself... or just supplement my income and try to salvage my financial situation...
So let's give it a go, I'm officially opening myself up for commissions.
Some ground rules to establish
- I've typically avoided NSFW writing
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