Announcement to all my RP friends

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Hey, I just want to apologize to all of the people I RP with, but my replies are gonna continue being slow for a while

I'm going through some stuff in RL, I've been failing in a lot of aspects of my life for a long time now, and everyone has always had extremely high expectations of me and I'm under a lot of pressure to excel. My family is in a tough financial situation and I can't find a job to try and help out, my poor performance in college just cost me the majority of my scholarships, making the financial situation worse, and there are other things too. I can't really do it all justice in a journal like this.

As a result of all of this, I've gotten rather depressed lately, and I honestly just haven't been up to roleplaying as much as normal. 18 years of having so much expected of me built up the pressure, and then once I started failing I just cracked.

I've started a new medication for my ADD which should help me get my life back together if it works, which should also get rid of my depression, but it's going to take some time for me to get back to being myself again

I WILL still respond to RPs now and then, just not as frequently as I normally do

Let me make that clear once more I AM NOT DROPPING ANY RPs, I honestly love RPing with you all and don't want it to end. It's one of the few things that brightened my days lately. But I really need to focus on my life right now, so please be patient with me. I'll do my best to respond as much as I can.


As for those of you who watch me for my fanfiction (few though you may be). I actually have another chapter written and will upload it eventually, but I'm dissatisfied with how it turned out, It's not bad exactly, but to me it feels forced. If I don't think of a better way to do it soon I'll just upload it and move on, but as you might guess, with the whole depression thing a chapter following that one may take a while

I hope to be back to my cheerful self soon, but until then, this is where I stand
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((It's not problem man. You don't even have to apologize. We've all been there))